The numbness was encroaching on all of my limbs today, particularly in the afternoon. I went to choir practice, and between that and the weakness, it was tough. We were asked to stand a lot, and I sometimes had to sit while everyone else was standing. I love choir, and I am glad that I went... but I did push down emotions that threatened to overwhelm me a few times. Just thinking about what I could do and now cannot. It is sometimes upsetting.
Sensory:
-Pins and needles: 1
-Tingles: 0
-Dysesthetic pain: 3
-Paresthesias: 0
-Numbness: 3
-Vision: 2, but I am happy that I have not had pain for a few days
-Nerve pain: 4
-Hearing: 0
Motor:
-Walking: 1
-Sore muscles: 1
-Fine motor: 1
-Weak muscles: 4
-Spasticity: 2
Cognitive:
-Language processing: 1
-Memory: 0
-Attention: 0
-Confusion: 0
General:
-Fatigue: 3
-Balance: 1
-Sleep: 3
-Bladder: 0
-Proprioception: 1, and I realized that this is part of the reason playing the piano is harder. Normally I can just put my arms out and know where they will be on the keyboard--I do not need to look down, even if I need to jump an octave or something. Not so now.
Emotions: Blah. I am so sick of emotions. I know that I need to sit and feel, but I do not want to.
Emotions: Blah. I am so sick of emotions. I know that I need to sit and feel, but I do not want to.
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