End to the Pain?

I read a little more in the MS and feelings book. It made the point that feelings do not vanish; they only hibernate. Hm.

Dr. Rob said I can increase my gabapentin from 1800 mg/day to 2700 mg/day. Woohoo! Hopefully it helps. He said to give it two weeks; if it is not better, I need to go see him.

Sensory:

-Pins and needles: 5

-Tingles: 1

-Dysesthetic pain: 7

-Paresthesias: 1

-Numbness: 5

-Vision: 2, barely

-Nerve pain: 5

-Hearing: 0

Motor:

-Walking: 1, just having problems with distances. My gait is pretty darned good.

-Sore muscles: 1

-Fine motor: 1

-Weak muscles: 4

-Spasticity: 3

Cognitive:

-Language processing: 2

-Memory: 1

-Attention: 1

-Confusion: 1

General:

-Fatigue: 3

-Balance: 0

-Sleep: 3, woke up a couple of times with bad dreams

-Bladder: 1

-Proprioception: 1

Emotions: I feel happy most of the time. But when I think about MS, I feel angry and frustrated, and I wonder why I have it.