Worn Out

Yesterday continued to be up and down. I'd feel awful and need to rest. After an hour or so I'd get to feeling better, so I'd get up and do stuff... but I would lose energy quickly and need to rest again.

I did sleep well. I managed to fall asleep after lying in bed for only half an hour. Got in probably about 8 hours.

I woke up feeling alright, but I started to decline just after getting to church--around 9:20. It was hard to interpret. My left arm kept getting sore and tired. Well, both of my arms were tired. Somehow I made it through.

I thought I couldn't do another thing, but I managed to do the dishes and make a good lunch/dinner. That's how I operate these days: Managing. Making it through. Surviving. I used to excel!

My right foot is tingling with the pins and needles. So is the back of my right leg, though not as bad. And the left side of my scalp, on the back of my head. I forgot to mention that I do get pins and needles in the back of my head sometimes.

One day last week I got them in my tongue! It was quite uncomfortable. They were running up the left side of my tongue. Yes, only half of it.

I wish I could get this figured out before the school year starts again. I guess I need to make more doctor appointments. It's just that it's so discouraging when they don't take me seriously.

I've been sitting around for the past three hours, too tired to get up and do anything. I barely have enough energy to sit and hold my head up. I think the morning really wore me out, because I'm not bouncing back with rest like I do sometimes.