Bad Start

I got at least eight hours of sleep, but I am tired. And weak. The tremor is back in my hands, especially my pinkies. They don't move smoothly to abduct and adduct. They shake and jerk. And my legs are spastic, mostly the left one but definitely some in the right one now. Oh, brother. They are kind of sore in the lower tendons of my quads. And the burning is not completely controlled. It was kind of bad when I woke up but better now. Both feet. When I say better, that doesn't mean it's gone... just better. And some pain in my sciatic nerve going through my left glutes. That would be my butt. That hurt when I woke up! Usually it's okay when I wake up and gets worse as the day goes along. Oh, man, I want to sleep.

Sometimes my body demands that I lie down. Maybe I'm at church or at work or whatever, and I just feel like I can't stand or sit anymore; I must lie down. So tired. That's how I feel now. I didn't have any of that Monday-Thursday this week, which is why I thought I was getting better. Friday a few times. Wow, today it's worse. Just so fatigued. All of my limbs feel so heavy.

Wah wah wah.